[sticky entry] Sticky: My vids

26 Sep 2012 06:14 pm
frayadjacent: drawing from hyperbole and a half: cartoon girl at laptop at night, text says "vidding" (!vidding)
All my vids: Angel, BtVS, Elementary, Friday Night Lights, The Black Stallion, Whale Rider, and Xena )

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Feel free to to post my vids, post critiques, analysis, etc, and use them in transformative works.  I would be honored if anyone engaged with my fanworks in these ways. But please refer people to the individual vid post or this post if you do so.

You're also welcome to link to any of my public posts. However, if you know my real name, please do not associate that name with this journal or pseudonym.


In all my vids I warn for graphic violence, sexual and domestic violence, and major character death. I also warn for stuttery cuts and bright flashes (which are more likely to appear in my vids than the above). I welcome any questions about content of my vids as well as recommendations for warnings I haven't used; feel free to PM me here or gmail me at frayadjacent12.

I'm slowly adding subtitles to all my vids; if there's a vid you want subtitled right away, please let me know and I'll get to it first thing.

frayadjacent: Buffy circa late S6, smiling slightly. I think she just broke up with Spike (BtVS: self-aware Buffy)
Restarting a meme from...January (!) to help me get back in the habit of posting.

Day 11 - A show that disappointed you:
Oh this is maybe why I stopped this meme! I dunno, the world is shitty right now and I don't feel like knocking anyone's fandom. So I'll just say that Doctor Who fans are my favorite part of the show.

Day 12 - An episode you've watched more than 5 times:
Lol, most of Buffy. Like seriously intently watched, and within the last 6 years. /o\ The episode I've watched the most is probably "Once More, With Feeling". I still love it so, but I had to back off because the impact was starting to wear off. It's beautiful, it's funny, it makes me cry. Especially when Buffy sings, "well that depends/ on if they let you go". Shit. Shit shit shit. Now I'm all full of love and sorrow for my girl.

Also, I used to listen to the soundtrack (along with my "Buffy playlist", which is what I called it before I knew that fanmixes were a thing, and which by the way sparked my first vid ideas) while bicycling to and from work on the Burke-Gilman trail. So now I associate specific songs with specific parts of the commute. E.g., "I'll Never Tell" immediately makes me think of riding in the dark and cold of a winter evening under the Aurora Bridge and around the corner past Theo's chocolate factory. I always skipped "Rest in Peace", which is the only song on the soundtrack I dislike.

(In case you're wondering, I listened with only one earbud and, um, usually took it out when I was riding on streets with cars. Usually.)

I'm trying to think if there are any non-Buffy episodes I've watched more than five times. Possibly some X-Files or Star Trek: Voyager episodes, because I had a few on tape so I probably rewatched them a bunch, but that was so long ago I don't remember them well. Maybe a few episodes of the US version of The Office, because Mr. Adjacent cycles through sitcoms while he cooks -- which is most of the time -- and there are few I can't resist. Mainly "Boys and Girls", "The Dundies", "Duwali", that beach party one. I like when everyone goes somewhere else together.

Links to previous answers )

the rest of the questions )
frayadjacent: Xena on Argo, charging forward & waving her sword (Xena: Charging on Argo)
DW, I have been reading you and commenting a little but oh so very slack on posting. I might pick up that TV Meme again, just to get me back in the habit.

But first: I finished some more Wonder Woman! Thanks to [personal profile] chaila I have now read all of Rucka's run, all of Simone's run, and two books: The Hiketeia, which I already discussed, and A League of One.

I liked them, mostly! I am not overwhelmed by Diana feels and am pretty happy to end it here, unless there are more comics that people think I would enjoy. But they were good and I enjoyed reading them, and last night I went back through and read some of chaila's old DW posts about those parts of Wonder Woman, which enhanced my appreciation, especially for Mission's End.

Some reservations, of the political sort )

Rucka's run! )

Simone's run! )

A League of One )
frayadjacent: Lady watcher grinning, text says "fangirl" (!fangirl)
I had such a great time at Vidukon. It was small and cozy and so friendly and welcoming and everyone is delightful and I loved it. <3 <3

Mr. Adjacent and I arrived in Cardiff by train on Friday afternoon and promptly ran into [personal profile] shinyjenni and a bunch of other fangirls. Yay! We had two lovely vidshows: Vidder's Choice and a 90's Vidshow. I had vids in both! It was quite possibly the awesomest moment I've experienced as a vidder to date to be in a room of fangirls watching Everywhere. Watching it on big screen gave me all the Xena/Gab feels, and hearing people's responses was <i>awesome</i>. It's a moment I will try to remember when I feel like vidding is the worst and I'm not even a real vidder anyway.

Saturday was a bunch of wonderful vidshows that are sadly all a blur at the moment, except that the Festivids vidshow left me in a state of utter shock and delight at how fantastic that exchange is. I missed a lot of Festivids this year because I had (non-fannish) company during go-live, so I had only seen one of the vids shown (the Wallace and Grommit vid), but hot damn those were amazing. Every single one.

My panel on feedback went well, I thought, we had a good discussion at any rate. I wish I could find the magic smoking bullet that would enable us all to give and get the vid feedback we deserve, but alas such a thing is not to be found in a panel discussion I suppose. (And I should note that I'm not really fussed about the amount or quality of feedback I get; in fact I have gotten some comments on my Vidukon premiere that left me melting with joy and I haven't yet responded to most of them!)

I missed beccatoria 's video game vidding panel and the Eurovision vidshow because jet lag had me so exhausted. I took a little nap after dinner, during the Eurovision vid show, and waking up to go to premieres was surreally awful. I had that horrible nauseated exhaused feeling, like I was hungover but without the headache? And it sorta lasted the whole rest of the next day.

But I still had a great time. I watched so many vids I loved, and had great conversations, and people were so amazingly friendly and welcoming which was really really great. I loved getting to meet [personal profile] beccatoria, [personal profile] goodbyebird, [personal profile] silly_cleo, [personal profile] raven , [livejournal.com profile] amnesias, [personal profile] purplefringe, [personal profile] such_heights, [personal profile] happydork, [personal profile] isagel, and [personal profile] carawj , as well as discovering some new online friends! :D I'm already scheming how to get a postdoc in the UK or Germany so I can come back every year.

frayadjacent: Close up of late-season Gabrielle in black & white (Xena: Gab determined)
Title: Starkville
Song: "Starkville" by the Indigo Girls
Source: Xena: Warrior Princess
Characters: Gabrielle, Xena (Gabrielle character study)
Content notes: Bright flashes. Institutional and relationship violence (as depicted on the show). Spoilers throughout the series.
Summary: "I chose the way of friendship"
Captions are available on the youtube and vimeo streams. They are also included in the downloadable zip file. If you don't want captions, just delete the .srt file.

As always, please feel free to contact me if you want more specific information about warnings/content notes.

DownloadVimeo | Youtube

lyrics )
frayadjacent: Buffy snarling (BtVS: Badass Buffy)
As I await the Orphan Black finale's appearance in iTunes, I'm thinking about broader movie and television representations of women. And obsessively watching [livejournal.com profile] sisabet and [livejournal.com profile] sweetestdrain's VVC challenge vid from last year, The Sellout, a multifandom vid about Strong Female Characters. As [personal profile] laurashapiro and I discussed after VVC, this vid is especially great in combination with Sophia McDougall's essay, which appeared, like, the same weekend as VVC, called I Hate Strong Female Characters.

But what I've just realized is that the vid actually is more nuanced than the essay. That's no mean feat for a vid. (Though, admittedly, the essay isn't terribly nuanced.)

It celebrates beloved characters while also longing for more for them, and more of them. It loves at least as much as it criticizes. It begrudgingly admits we fangirls will take what we can get, while always hoping for more.

It wins my heart by subtly suggesting that Buffy and Xena are exactly the kind of women characters we need more of.

Relatedly, I feel like Orphan Black and Orange is the New Black have reduced my already-low tolerance for shows about dudes.

frayadjacent: Jesse Pinkman from Breaking Bad looking pleased.  Text says "Yeah science!" (!Science!)
El Niño/La Niña is far and away the largest single cause of year-to-year climate variability, and this year is looking to be an El Niño year. The Guardian is kinda making it sound like the world is gonna end, but the effects on agriculture in the Pacific/Indian Ocean regions can be pretty profound.

(By the way, the Guardian's description of *what* El Niño is is wrong. It should say: "El Niño is a climate phenomenon that occurs when a vast pool of water in the western central/eastern tropical Pacific Ocean becomes abnormally warm. Under normal conditions, the warm water and the rains it drives are in the eastern western Pacific*.")

This could mean drought relief for California, but it also is associated with major reductions in the rice crop in south and southeast Asia. Back in my hometown of Seattle, it can mean warmer/drier winters than usual, which is good for mental health but not so great for mountain snowpack.

*For those of you used to looking at maps that center the Atlantic, the eastern Pacific is close to the Americas, and the western Pacific is close to Asia.

frayadjacent: drawing from hyperbole and a half: cartoon girl at laptop at night, text says "vidding" (Default)
I refuse to click on that Against YA piece -- I've had my share of obnoxious/snobby/infuriating discussions and whatnot this week, thanks. But I have been enjoying scrolling through the responses on metafilter.

And through it I keep thinking a few things:

 - [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] chaila, [personal profile] beccatoria, and I (when I can keep up! I'll get there) are having a fascinating conversation about different theories of justice, coding people as indigenous, and pwning ladies in Xena and Wonder Woman.

 - I am beyond sick of grimdark (usually white dude) stories==morally complex and "grown up". I'm not saying that the original essay makes that equation (wouldn't know, didn't read it), but, I just...I want fiction that is morally complex and offers hope. (Cynicism for its own sake is frankly not very morally complex, but it seems like both books and television shows can write terrible stories with characters who make no sense whatsoever and get away with it if they are cynical.)

 - I also want to be able to read without struggling through sentences, and I want to be engaged enough in the story and/or characters that I can keep reading. Also I want the characters in my fiction to not make me feel like something has crawled inside me and died.

 - I would nonetheless love to read/watch more stories about people over the age of 35.

frayadjacent: Xena with her battle-face (Xena: Xena with battleface)
[personal profile] chaila and I recently did a Warrior Princess Exchange: she gave me some Wonder Woman comics to read and I suggested some Xena episodes for her to watch! My Xena suggestions were "One Against an Army" -- an obvious choice, IMO, for the the competence porn and the Xena and Gab being awesome and having an amazing relationship -- and "When Fates Collide". The second one seemed a little counter-intuitive but I still think it was a good choice for chaila, and for showcasing how awesome the characters can be. Also I re-watched the episode for Research and OMG so much fanservice. It was delightful

Chaila gave me The Hiketeia, which I devoured pretty quickly (well, after I figured out how to get Simple Comic to work right). It was a great story with some awesome Wonder Woman action and two great women characters.

I was surprised a little by how Diana claimed she didn't care what Danielle had done, to the point of kinda cutting off the conversation. It was an interesting ethical dilemma where I didn't really agree with anyone. I mean, I am fine with what Danielle did, but only because of the reason why she did it, which Diana claimed to not care about. (Though it seemed like she did care about it, since she was contemplating how she'd have felt if it were her sisters.) But honoring the Hiketeia was the major motivator for her, which I obviously don't identify with but it was pretty interesting nonetheless.

It definitely made me want to read more, and I imagine that if/when I do read more WW, I'll go back to the story and read it with a new level of emotional/intellectual engagement with the characters and stories.

I also thought the art was quite pretty, though I do predictably dislike the way women are drawn. It's not as bad as many comics but the contorted-torso-butt-and-boob poses were definitely there. But I liked how it conveyed the action.

The only thing I really wished was different was that it had spent more time on Diana and Danielle's relationship. I wish I had gotten to see them spending time together, to see how Danielle got good at her job instead of just having Diana tell me. But I wouldn't have wanted that at the expense of anything else, so I'd have wanted the book to be longer. :)

frayadjacent: Buffy looking bored (BtVS: Buffy bored)
I've been anxious and stressed with work lately, but I managed to have a pretty good weekend anyway. I worked a bit on the feedback panel I'm doing at vidukon. It seems to be coming together pretty easily! And I went to the National Gallery of Victoria to see their William Blake exhibit, which I loved. I seem to be turning into a person who can enjoy going to art galleries? Which bodes well for my upcoming trip to Europe, I suppose. Though museums with some sort of people's history orientation is still my favorite type of place to wander around and see things on display.

I also spent way too much time this weekend making icons and looking for caps. It was too much time because I really should have been resting my wrists, and now it's Monday morning and they're a little sore. Not a great start to a busy work week.

I also made no-knead bread this weekend, which I try to do regularly. I miss baking in general, though especially chocolate chip cookies and quick breads (I used to make this delicious olive oil bread). I'm finally ready to buy a cheap mixer, I think. I had a great stand mixer back in Seattle but, even disregarding the cost of shipping something so heavy, it can't run on the voltage/frequency here. (Same with my fancy curling wand, boo hoo.)

I finished the weekend with Orphan Black, which was awesome as usual, my favorite scenes being spoilers )
frayadjacent: Buffy holding rocket launcher.  Text says "best gift ever" (Best Present Ever)

So, basically it's a dream come true. I can supply caps, and all you amazing icon makers out there can do your magic with them! (OK, I realize not all of my caps will be made icons, but a girl can dream.) Whether you're an avid iconner or just like the pretty pictures, check out the request fest, running 'till June 7th!
frayadjacent: Lady watcher grinning, text says "fangirl" (!fangirl)
Snagged from [personal profile] lostdragonfound 

Send me a show and I'll tell you...
- The first character I fell in love with:
- The character who is my ‘baby’:
- The character who I do not understand:
- The character that I think the show ruined:
- The most attractive male and female character:
- The character death that was the worst for me:
- The character that is the most like me:
- The character I think the writer(s) love:
- The character that I just want to be happy:
- My four favorite characters, past or present:
- My four least favorite characters, past or present:

I think all my shows appear in my tags list?

frayadjacent: View from the front of Xena riding Argo (Xena: riding Argo)
I stopped between The Lost Steersman and The Language of Power while my family was in town, but now I'm back at it.

I'm already almost halfway through The Language of Power and I'm coming to the cold hard realisation that this book is not going to end with any more resolution than its predecessors.  :( I'm loving these books so dearly, but I see now the price for jumping in in the middle of a multi-decade WIP.

That being said, The Outskirter's Secret, which I never really discussed here, has probably been my favorite. Awesome adventure! So much Bel-Rowan hangout fun! Rowan being all out of sorts! Seven thousand mother fucking delightful new characters.

But I did adore Steffie, and Zenna, and the "Demons" in The Lost Steersman, and I am enjoying The Language of Power, especially Rowan and Bel's comfortable dynamic.

Spoilers for The Lost Steersman )

Oh, and while I was digging around to remind myself of Janus's name because I forgot it for a second, I saw from Rosemary Kirstein's blog that she was recently diagnosed with breast cancer. And apparently her treatment seems to have obliterated it!

frayadjacent: Lao Ma (character from Xena) staring back (Xena: Lao Ma)
I made another Xena vid! And sent it to Wiscon!

Title: Become You
Song: "Become You" by the Indigo Girls
Source: Xena: Warrior Princess
Characters: Xena, Lao Ma, M'lila, and Gabrielle. Caesar and Ming Tien also appear.
Length: 3:51
Content notes: Fast and stuttery cutting. Institutional and relationship violence (at the same level as depicted on the show). Spoilers through mid Season 5.
Summary: "I won't stop short for common ground/ that villifies the trodden down"

Thanks to [personal profile] thirdblindmouse for incredible beta feedback.

Download | Youtube | Vimeo

Captions should be available on the youtube and vimeo streams. They are also included in the downloadable zip file. If you don't want captions, just delete the .srt file.

Notes )

Song lyrics )

frayadjacent: Buffy circa late S6, smiling slightly. I think she just broke up with Spike (BtVS: self-aware Buffy)
I'm doing some subtitles for Wiscon, and I'm wondering if anyone knows of guidelines for subtitling vids; i.e., is it best to start a subtitle a moment (how long of a moment?) before they lyric starts, or right at the same time? What about ways to get the subtitles to flow best with the music, or the vid itself? Is it better to keep a subtitle up a few frames longer than necessary when there are brief pauses in the lyrics so that you don't have a stutter effect (a few frames with no titles between two different lyric lines), or is it better to match the timing of the titles exactly with the lyrics?
frayadjacent: Wishverse Buffy scowling (BtVS: Wishverse Buffy)
So many amazing icon-makers, so little space. All I want is like 500 icons and ways to use all of them all the time because they are gorgeous.

(And now I have no idea how I'm gonna choose the icon for this post. Might go with random. OK I went with one of the many I hang onto because I <3 it even though I never get a chance to use it.)

ETA: it occurs to me I could alleviate this "problem" somewhat by posting and commenting more...
frayadjacent: Joan Watson wearing a beanie, holding her hand up -- probably to stop Sherlock from talking! (Elementary: Watson hand up)
So, I liked the episode pretty well over all, but I rant about Sherlock's condescending treatment of Joan )
frayadjacent: Buffy running after Spike after he stole her rocket launcher.  Text says "true love" (BtVS: Spuffy Rocket Launcher)
Mr. Adjacent and I are on Season 5 in our rewatch, so this was especially amusing.
“You’re so noble,” the villain sneered, because he’d totally expected him to do that noble thing he’d just done but he was totally secretly impressed. “Not like me. I do whatever I want. So why do I secretly admire and maybe even love you a little bit?”

 “Whoa,” he said.

“Wait,” the villain said. “I didn’t mean to say that last part. What I meant was why does your goodness shine through the light of my evil deeds and make me wish I was worth of you somehow?”

“Wait,” the villain said again. “You’re noble in a bad way, not a good way,” but it was too late. He was secretly good now, and they were going to become heroic friends.

via Flaws Only a Protagonist Could Have on The Toast.  (The whole thing is well worth a read.  OK the whole site is well worth a read.)
frayadjacent: Xena on Argo, charging forward & waving her sword (Xena: Charging on Argo)
I finished The Steerswoman and am now reading the second book in the series, The Outskirter's Secret.  And...I kinda feel like these books were written for me!  I love the characters -- Rowan and Bel, obvs, but also a lot of the minor characters too.  Kerstein writes people with such sympathy -- and Rowan's POV is one that's so interested in understanding people, and cultures, and how they tick, and RESPECTS them.  It's just really great.  Also things like the pacing, level of sex and violence, etc, are just about right for this gen-loving squeamish fangirl.

Spoilers for The Steerswoman, vaguely spoilery for the beginning of The Outskirter's Secret )

The slow reveal that This World is Not What You Thought has been an utter delight.  I tend to skim descriptions when I read, and I've been forcing myself to slow down, to actually visualise what's being described, because the world-building that's done through description of objects and scenery is part of the book's awesomeness.

frayadjacent: Orphan Black's Felix looking beautiful (Orphan Black: Felix)
This interview with Graeme Manson (Orphan Black showrunner)* made me realize something.

It's been obvious to me that Tatiana Maslany has incredible range as an actor.  And, through reading a bit about the way the show is made, I've come to realize how technically skilled she is as well, to be able to pour a glass of wine for herself and whatnot make the movement look natural.  But I never really thought about what different skill sets those two things are, and now I'm just even more amazed than I was before.

I started the S2 premiere and realized halfway through the "previously on" that I really needed to watch the last few episodes of S1, which Mr. Adjacent and I never got to in our rewatch a few months ago.  So watching one episode turned into a four episode marathon, which I actually haven't done since the throes of my Breaking Bad obsession eight or nine months ago.

Spoilers for S2E01 )

I realized I've become very attached to a few bits of headcanon, and I should probably work on letting go of them in case they don't hold up this season.

*Has no spoilers for S2, including the premiere, but it does have a few vague hints at future developments that some might not want to see.


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